Too Much Coffee: Kiki, Do You Love Me?

The question is: “Kiki, do you love me?”

The answer is “no” or “probably not” or ”maybe”. Or ”idk”. Life and love and people are way too confusing for me to give an answer.

What is love anyway? What do you want love to be? Even if Kiki were to answer your question herself, would she be defining love the same way as you? Love is a dense, but also vague idea. Sometimes felt... or thought to be felt. But difficult to truly define and translate to others without using personal examples. So maybe it’s all subjective?

So, the moral of this story: I don’t know about Kiki and her feelings for you. Kiki might not even be sure about her feelings for you. And, maybe, you will never really know for sure. But that’s okay. Spend less time getting caught up in how Kiki feels for you and more time caught up in how you feel yourself and the reality that is before you.

Remember that actions speak louder than words ( says the dude typing up words on his phone on the internet). So if you really need some sort of answer into how Kiki feels about you... rather than making a song about all your emotional confusion and insecurities, just watch her. Please don’t do something insane like break into her bedroom window and gaze at her in her sleep... What I mean by watch is that you should observe her from a distance and notice how she interacts with you and the world around you. This will be the clearest, most honest indicator of if her intentions appear aligned with that of your own. It’s actually pretty straightforward. So do that with Kiki. Stop with the songs. And open your eyes. I hope that helped, Drake. I think writing this somehow helped me.

#TOOMUCHCOFFEE The results of too much early morning coffee and fingers typing furiously on an iPhone, this is the sixth part of this series.  

Part 1: Keeping An Open Dialogue...
Part 2: Happy Accidents and Just Keep Running
Part 3: This Is Halloween
Part 4: Sorry, I'm Flaky
Part 5: What Comes Up Must Come Down?